Today I feel different. A vibrant hardworking young man and today I feel useless, helpless and hopeless. It's like I've lost it. My drive for excellence have been overtaken by anger and destructive ideas. I don't understand me anymore. Feels like a wasted year- January to November, what is left? Yet another year of ideas gone down the drain. How many more failures, How many more delays and How many more heartbreaks. No one understands even when they say 'I understand'. This day was my future some years back; Did all I could to make this Future a bright one but look where I am. I am done hearing testimonies. When am I going to become the man of my dreams? How am I supposed to help when I am in need of help?
I welcome 2014 in fear and distrust...So many Expectations, Challenges. Plenty of ideas with no means to bring them to life.
Now that I've poured out my heart, life must go on, I believe every Champion faced a handful of challenges. Help may not come so I have to pick up myself, dust and carry on. -----Joe Ochei
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